A hot, quiet week. I am supposed to be studying.
I am not supposed to be spending hours lying mostly naked on the bed, or the sofa, or the sunlounger
I am not supposed to be daydreaming
I am not supposed to be checking my phone to see if W, whom I have told I busy, has texted me (he has)
I am not supposed to be browsing kink sites
I am not supposed to have a long nap in the middle of the day
I am not supposed to be drinking wine every night
I am not supposed to be sitting at the kitchen table, with my books in front of me, but with my hand between my legs while I consider what W might do to me next time I see him
I feel like I am sleep walking. I'm sure it's the heat.
I'm kind of convinced that if I could just get properly laid, or even a nice hard hand spanking with a bit of play, it would straighten my head out. But, knowing I would be busy right now, I let a couple of potentials taper off. There is W. But he has prepared himself for my busyness this week, by becoming busy himself (I wonder if he is fucking anyone. He could be. That wouldn't be terrible).
I need to study. Time to try working in the library. Can't take my clothes off there.
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Wednesday, 30 May 2012
Shhh...
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Monday, 21 May 2012
Afternoon 'Phone Fun
Mr A called for a chat, which was very exciting. We're meeting for the first time for lunch tomorrow and so I think it was like a final check that we were still both ok, and ready to go ahead. It was so hot in here this afternoon after my walk, that I was half naked lying on the couch anyway. Supposedly working today, but my mind is elsewhere all the time at the moment. Anyway, it was hot. And I was already lying down.
It was a sexy call, general chit chat and slightly more flirty 'getting to know you' stuff. Found myself absentmindedly playing with my nipple over my bra as we chatted. I guess the talk got a little more graphic as we talked over some of the things we liked - I guess we're lucky that our preferences are so similar - and I just got hotter and hotter, and reader, I guess you don't need to be clairvoyant to imagine what happened next. Yes, I lost respect and had me some phone-sex. It was pretty hot though. Worth it. Except he didn't let me cum, as he said wanted to hear it for the first time in person. He says he'll take me home tomorrow and fuck me if I ask him to, but I don't think I will. I might be nasty on the phone, but I'm a good girl in person.
It was a sexy call, general chit chat and slightly more flirty 'getting to know you' stuff. Found myself absentmindedly playing with my nipple over my bra as we chatted. I guess the talk got a little more graphic as we talked over some of the things we liked - I guess we're lucky that our preferences are so similar - and I just got hotter and hotter, and reader, I guess you don't need to be clairvoyant to imagine what happened next. Yes, I lost respect and had me some phone-sex. It was pretty hot though. Worth it. Except he didn't let me cum, as he said wanted to hear it for the first time in person. He says he'll take me home tomorrow and fuck me if I ask him to, but I don't think I will. I might be nasty on the phone, but I'm a good girl in person.
Sunday, 20 May 2012
Mirror Mirror
Mr A sent me an email,with a dirty request - such a cliche in a way, but I think the best things become cliched for a reason, don't they? 'Masturbate for me', Mr A said, 'in front of a mirror and imagine me watching you'.
My clit twitched. I wish you could watch me today, watch my fingers working my puss, watch my face contort and my hips buck. Ultimately I wish you could watch with out me knowing you were there, through my window or via a camera, but that's for fantasy only.
I'm in bed, alone in the house, I notice the mirrored wardrobe facing the bed and my mind goes back to your email. I pull the covers back and draw my legs up until they're at 90 degrees. I prop myself up so I can see into the mirror. I think you'd like this - legs spread and pouting pussy, just for you. A combination of slight chill in the room and my growing excitement causes my nipples to stiffen and I rub and twist them for a moment. I love how deep pink they are against my white skin. But my fingers are impatient and they don't linger for long. I think if you were here, you'd want me to play with them longer, twist them harder. You might try to persuade me to try and bite them, I think.
But I move down, and I gently pull the lips of my pussy open with my left hand, lips already puffy with excitement and slick with juice; I reach down with my right hand and start to very gently tickle the hood of my clit. I know I'm going to cum quickly, so I need to be careful. I think about how you'd be able to see everything and I think about how if I was lucky you might stick a finger into my tight hole and move it slowly in and out as I play with my clit. You know I'd love that. But I don't really have you here so I'll make do. I move my legs wider apart which pushes my hips up a little for you. It's time now, and my fingers circle my clit more firmly now. I can feel myself biting down on my lip and I close my eyes as I wriggle and move my hips. I can feel my climax starting to build so I stop for a heartbeat and pull back. My left hand returns now to a rock hard nipple and I roll it between two fingers as I start to rub my slippery puss again, harder now. If you could see me now, mouth open, hips bucking, you'd love it. But eyes closed, all I can think of is you and how I wish you were here. I imagine you moving between my legs, the tip of your hard cock at the mouth of my pussy. Maybe you'd reach down and put my hand around it, and we'd move it against my clit until I cried out and then you'd push inside of me..maybe.. But this is enough to push me over the edge, my pelvis moving up and down in rhythm with the strokes of my fingers and I hear myself squeak out as I cum, my pussy spasming. I lay my hand against it, and open my eyes to look at my flushed face and skin in the mirror. You love your little girl like this.
I can't wait 'til I can act it out for you.
My clit twitched. I wish you could watch me today, watch my fingers working my puss, watch my face contort and my hips buck. Ultimately I wish you could watch with out me knowing you were there, through my window or via a camera, but that's for fantasy only.
I'm in bed, alone in the house, I notice the mirrored wardrobe facing the bed and my mind goes back to your email. I pull the covers back and draw my legs up until they're at 90 degrees. I prop myself up so I can see into the mirror. I think you'd like this - legs spread and pouting pussy, just for you. A combination of slight chill in the room and my growing excitement causes my nipples to stiffen and I rub and twist them for a moment. I love how deep pink they are against my white skin. But my fingers are impatient and they don't linger for long. I think if you were here, you'd want me to play with them longer, twist them harder. You might try to persuade me to try and bite them, I think.
But I move down, and I gently pull the lips of my pussy open with my left hand, lips already puffy with excitement and slick with juice; I reach down with my right hand and start to very gently tickle the hood of my clit. I know I'm going to cum quickly, so I need to be careful. I think about how you'd be able to see everything and I think about how if I was lucky you might stick a finger into my tight hole and move it slowly in and out as I play with my clit. You know I'd love that. But I don't really have you here so I'll make do. I move my legs wider apart which pushes my hips up a little for you. It's time now, and my fingers circle my clit more firmly now. I can feel myself biting down on my lip and I close my eyes as I wriggle and move my hips. I can feel my climax starting to build so I stop for a heartbeat and pull back. My left hand returns now to a rock hard nipple and I roll it between two fingers as I start to rub my slippery puss again, harder now. If you could see me now, mouth open, hips bucking, you'd love it. But eyes closed, all I can think of is you and how I wish you were here. I imagine you moving between my legs, the tip of your hard cock at the mouth of my pussy. Maybe you'd reach down and put my hand around it, and we'd move it against my clit until I cried out and then you'd push inside of me..maybe.. But this is enough to push me over the edge, my pelvis moving up and down in rhythm with the strokes of my fingers and I hear myself squeak out as I cum, my pussy spasming. I lay my hand against it, and open my eyes to look at my flushed face and skin in the mirror. You love your little girl like this.
I can't wait 'til I can act it out for you.
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Mirror,
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